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Wed, 16 Feb 2011 06:22:45 -0500

So beautiful already!

Wed, 16 Feb 2011 06:18:46 -0500

So beautiful already!

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Sun, 13 Feb 2011 01:45:25 -0500

I wonder what it feels like to not feel fat. I wonder what it's like to smile and not feel a fat face. Or sit down and not feel my fat butt. Walk and not feel my fat thighs rub together. Raise my arms and not feel my fat flabby arms. To be happy in my skin, not have to second guess if I look fat or not. To just KNOW. I wonder...

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Wed, 09 Feb 2011 02:32:58 -0500

17922) The new year was going well for me until I binged last night. I don't even know how it happened. One moment, I was hanging out with my brother and before I knew it, we were in the kitchen demolishing anything and everything we could find. I HATE myself for not having any willpower. I have to make today a better day than yesterday was.

Wed, 09 Feb 2011 02:29:04 -0500

xlovelylovelylovely:

me today.

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Me everyday! D:

Everytime I see him with another girl I just want to fucking attack her, then cry because he is not...

Wed, 09 Feb 2011 02:28:27 -0500

Everytime I see him with another girl I just want to fucking attack her, then cry because he is not interested in me!

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Tue, 25 Jan 2011 07:10:55 -0500

15724) Today, I realized I am addicted to food. The only reason I am thin is because I abuse laxities and starve myself. When I eat food though, I can't stop. I eat until I feel like I am going to die and then I go take x laxities so it will pass right through me. I would rather just puke it all up but I don't want anyone to hear me and find out my secret. So I stick to the drugs. My goal weight? Yeah, most days it feels like I will NEVER reach it. I have to remind myself though that only someone week would give up on a goal. I am not weak, so I won't give up.

Sun, 09 Jan 2011 10:37:52 -0500

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Thu, 06 Jan 2011 03:04:53 -0500

Boys.

Thu, 06 Jan 2011 02:35:23 -0500

This one time at school not too long ago the boy I REALLY like was sitting next to me and I was swinging on my chair and he poked my FAT legs with his pen, and said “can I play with that??”

I told him to fuck off playing with my fat! He took it jokingly, and I somewhat said it in that fashion, but also in a serious way.

Ever since then Ive just wanted to cut it all off, i was never overly worried about my weight of amount of fat before this happened. But since then all I think about is how gross it is, and how much I want it all gone!

Maybe then he’d like me.

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Thu, 06 Jan 2011 02:28:08 -0500

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