10.37am
1/9/11

15724) Today, I realized I am addicted to food. The only reason I am thin is because I abuse laxities and starve myself. When I eat food though, I can’t stop. I eat until I feel like I am going to die and then I go take x laxities so it will pass right through me. I would rather just puke it all up but I don’t want anyone to hear me and find out my secret. So I stick to the drugs. My goal weight? Yeah, most days it feels like I will NEVER reach it. I have to remind myself though that only someone week would give up on a goal. I am not weak, so I won’t give up.

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