This one time at school not too long ago the boy I REALLY like was sitting next to me and I was swinging on my chair and he poked my FAT legs with his pen, and said “can I play with that??”

I told him to fuck off playing with my fat! He took it jokingly, and I somewhat said it in that fashion, but also in a serious way.

Ever since then Ive just wanted to cut it all off, i was never overly worried about my weight of  amount of fat before this happened. But since then all I think about is how gross it is, and how much I want it all gone!

Maybe then he’d like me.